"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."- Albert Einstein...
Ever have an "ah Ha" moment? You realize you are not making the best decision for yourself, yet you continue to make the decision over and over thinking this time it, he, she, they will be different, treat you different, react different. it won't happen. its insane to think that doing the same thing over and over will give you a different result.
But the hardest part, is to break the cycle. To stop making the same choices, stop doing the same thing over and over. If you want different results you have to do something If nothing changes... nothing changes, right??
I had an "Ah Ha" moment today. I put myself into a situation where I don't like the result but I keep doing it over and over hoping it will be different. it wont happen. So I need to start making the right decision for me because ultimately, this is my life. its about me. and i am the only one living my life
Another "Ah Ha" moment I had about myself was that one of my character flaws and strength is kindness... Some people mistake kindness for weakness Others take advantage of a persons kindness Then there are people who read too much into someone being kind And lastly, there are some people who see kindness for exactly what it is.
I am tired of people not seeing kindness as what it is intended to be.
I want to be kind to everyone
But I am learning I can't be, because in the end, I am hurt.
1. Read at least 12 books a. Pride and Prejudice, must be one of those 2. Move to San Diego 3. Say yes more 4. Go on a date. by myself 5. Invest in a hobby-- bought a year membership to an outdoor boot camp 6. Go to a NFL game (Wasn't NFL but it was the OSU Homecoming game, which is even better!) 7. Run a 5k-- Did the Color Run, but didn't actually run it. So I will keep this up 8. Watch "Gone with the Wind" 9. Join a small group/book club 10. Go salsa dancing 11. Take a day off to go on an adventure 12. Cook dinner for a friend and take it to them 13. Visit a friend in a different city/state 14. Try 'The Bar Method' work out 15. Throw a themed dinner party 16. Visit the Monterey Aquarium 17. Write a letter to my former self 18. Make bread from scratch 19. Visit the Golden Gate Bridge 20. Make new friends 21. Create a new tradition 22. Go paddle boarding 23. Try Bikram yoga or Hot yoga 24. Come up with a personal motto-- "Do something today your future self will thank you for" 25. Learn how to sew 26. Learn how to golf