I don't know what it is.
I can't seem to write
The words don't come together the way they normally do
I know I write when I am broken
When the words take up too much space in my mind
They have to come out.
But I have so much going on in my head
Yet the words don't form as I want them too.
It is a new year
Which means everyone set their goals
Aspires to be healthier, eat better, be more active
People aren't going to spend frivolously, attend church more
We all do it.
Set goals to better ourselves for this New Year
With full intention of sticking to them through at least January.
I am the ultimate list maker, as many of you know
I have a list of things I want to do in my 25th year of life
But this year I didn't make a list, because I didn't want to say something I wasn't going to keep.
I have been thinking a lot about
A Fresh Start
Starting with a blank canva, no expectations, fresh pages in my story
2012 is going to be a year of New
I start a new job, that I could not feel more blessed by
I feel like the Lord has opened up this door for me and I could not have done it without Him.
It was Him that orchestrated it all.
His plan for my life is better than I could imagine and I hope I can give all areas of my life to His plan. Not just pick and choose what it is I am going to trust Him with.
I am in a New city which makes me happier than I have been in a long time.
Everyday I look around in Awe thinking, this place is MY home.
This new city breathes energy into me.
I am so excited for the New adventures, New chances that are in store for me
I am making New Friends and rekindling friendships.
The Lord has blessed me with a great community, which I hope to grow into.
I have been introduced to so many wonderful people in just my first couple months of being here and can't wait to see where our friendships grow.
I am rolling over my major goal of last year to this one
I want to continue to grow into the best version of myself
My heart stirs with possibilities
Knowing I can make a difference in my life by the attitudes I choose, the decisions I make.
It is a lot to take one, but one day at a time it can be done.
And having this fresh start is exactly the place to be to continue my journey.
9 months ago