Happiness

Not that I was right.
But I wasn't necessarily wrong either.
I just didn't think I would be happy for a long time...

but

I am happy.
I can say this and not feel guilty.

For the first time, in a looooong time, I am me.

I feel like I didn't know who me was for a long time...
and now I am doing new things to figure it out.
I know it may take some time...
and I am ok with that, more than ok.

I know somedays will not always be as bright and hopeful
but today I am moving in the right direction

I am happy.

and I am allowed to be.