Have you ever asked God for a sign? Straight up just said, "Hey You? Yea YOU, I really need a sign here. I need to know if this is what I am supposed to do, be, say anything. I just need a little help here, I promise I will eat all my veggies, do good stuff to others and not even ask for anything back, I will be really really nice and smile really big at dogs, and split my favorite cookies with you, if you just. give. me. a. sign!
But, its not just about any sign... its about THE sign I want...
I asked God for a sign... I asked him to give me something that tells me what the heck to do next. And this sign could not have been MORE clear to me when I got it. Truly, I knew right when this sign was there in front of me, it had been the one I had asked for! There was just one itsy bitsy, teenie weenie, skiddermerkeenie dinky problem with this GIGANTIC sign...
its not the way I want to go. Key phrase: Not what I WANT.
Now, I'm not sure what to do with this thing I had asked for! A. stop asking for signs when you already know the answer because the damn sign is just going to confirm your thoughts B. Be a big girl and just follow the sign C. Just don't think about it and it will go away.... not what I would recommend to others, but who really takes their own advice these days?! D. Just wait for a new sign? E. Pray about it and hope the Big Guy changes his mind F. All of the above with a side of tequila??
Im going with tequila... *in a very moderate, responsible manner of course!
1. Read at least 12 books a. Pride and Prejudice, must be one of those 2. Move to San Diego 3. Say yes more 4. Go on a date. by myself 5. Invest in a hobby-- bought a year membership to an outdoor boot camp 6. Go to a NFL game (Wasn't NFL but it was the OSU Homecoming game, which is even better!) 7. Run a 5k-- Did the Color Run, but didn't actually run it. So I will keep this up 8. Watch "Gone with the Wind" 9. Join a small group/book club 10. Go salsa dancing 11. Take a day off to go on an adventure 12. Cook dinner for a friend and take it to them 13. Visit a friend in a different city/state 14. Try 'The Bar Method' work out 15. Throw a themed dinner party 16. Visit the Monterey Aquarium 17. Write a letter to my former self 18. Make bread from scratch 19. Visit the Golden Gate Bridge 20. Make new friends 21. Create a new tradition 22. Go paddle boarding 23. Try Bikram yoga or Hot yoga 24. Come up with a personal motto-- "Do something today your future self will thank you for" 25. Learn how to sew 26. Learn how to golf